Abuser A, worked as a pastor, was my grandfather who have adopted me. Abuser P, worked as a doctor, was my father who have adopted me. I was looking down completely, touching the chest, cuddling my other upper arm tightly, with both of my legs bent sideways, crying. My doctor was telling me, “I’m healing you, sweetheart.”, as he was forcefully kissing my lips for a very long time, wetting my lips without a choice. He was made a doctor over me and I am literally his patient as well, as he was conducting therapy with me privately in his office.

He licked my feet and side neck for a very long time, in my most traumatized position. He then said, “you’re very seductive today, in your traumatized position.” My tears were wetting my clothing, as he started to unclothe me. He was fondling my flat chest area and added, “you’re intellectually disabled; do you know ABC? I can teach you 123.” He then physically bounded me, so that I could not move.

He continued saying, “I will teach you how to get sexually aroused and to reach orgasm, because you do not understand what it means.” He removed my white undies eventually and penetrated my genital intensively. I was avoiding his eye contacts, crying, looking down completely still in my position sideways, moaning deeply in pain. He was wetting my genital, he then said, “you have a beautiful body and tempting face. Don’t look away from me. I like that you moan deeply.”