I am an orphan. My abusers have basically adopted me and eventually, sexually abused me privately in secret, in their underground basement. Abuser A has told me that he is my grandfather and his partner in the first group is my father. My grandfather and father have gang raped me daily, ever since early childhood until the age of twenty-four. I have dissociative amnesia as part of my system’s major coping strategy from the traumatic memories, perpetual mistrust of others and oftentimes I was too clinically depressed, I had coma-like sleeps.

Abuser P embraced my head when I was crying and said, “I’m healing you.” He got me pregnant, when he raped me as his patient. He called me his patient, along with abuser A, who has adopted me. P worked as a doctor, as his occupation. A worked as a pastor, as his occupation. Outside of their occupations, they would molest me every night at home and take hold of the underground trafficking operation.