This is the second phase of my third grouped abusers’ first account. My abusers told me saying, “you’re a piece of shit.”, as they humiliate me, by urinating at my body, while I was bound and tied-up on the floor. My entire clothing and underwear were wet as a result. I had a very traumatized look on my face, tremendously hurting inside, as these countless of abusers started to gang rape me. There were too many, I have lost my count. I had vaginal and anus rape at the same time.

I was moaning deeply in pain, when one of them told me, “moan for me louder, louder.” as they lusted at my pain. As they penetrated me ever more intensively, I told them, “I am a male, you do not have sex with a male, for you are a man yourself.” I said in a very traumatized tone. They penetrated me in and out even more faster and I was moaning more again in pain. He then said, “good boy.” I had tears streaming down my face. My heart was hurting so much, I have so much shame these days touching myself, let alone others touching me. Every part of me is deeply wounded.