I was placed under mind control and switch programming during early childhood. My abusers have intentionally inflicted me with DID alters, so that he can mind control me by his switch programming. He had created many modes within me, which for instance with oral mode, I would obey his every command without a self-will and would perform oral sex upon him. Once the abuse was done, he commanded me again routinely and I would forget the trauma, as though nothing has happened. I have lost my mind. He was made a master over me.

He had complete power over me, when he had captured all of my powers, leaving me powerless. I had no way of escape. He had intentionally caused me to be mentally and intellectually disabled, so that I was left completely helpless. He had an extremely intelligent mind. There was no way to find out his evil doings in public appearance, for they have covered it so well, that he has appeared as a good man to others, but privately, he was not. The first abuser P, is a doctor in the outside world and abuser A, is a pastor at the church. I was someone who knew them close enough.